Saturday, January 13, 2007

you think it's true?

hello everybody and you,

kevin being a wolf to the sheep? kevin slandering about the very organization and the people who belong to it when he's left? kevin looking these people up so he can "drag them down"? kevin the devil's accomplice? i'm sorry but i think it sounds ridiculous.

For one, i've got better things to do than the above mentioned. for another, i've left so why would i still wanna get myself involved in whatever goes on in it? If you leaders need to take desperate measures just cause i've spoken and met some of yr members(btw, yr members LOOKED ME UP, not the other way around) then i suggest you go reflect. your members trust me more than they trust you? your members being so easily shaken by kevin's words? your members being so deluded?

Believe me whether you want to or not. i'm not starting a cell group of my own and trying my utmost best to hold a recruitment drive to target your members. i have a life and i choose to live it OUT of this organization so plesae stop thinking i'm taking conscious effort to "stumble" your members. it's such a joke and i pity you. Remember the verse which goes "the truth shall set you free"? i guess it applies here as well. I know you want your membesr to be as naive as to take your words as a YES and AMEN but maybe not all are like how you want them to be?

This ain't an outburst but it's simply a channel for me to express my thoughts for all of you to see. Frankly, i left the organization and blocked most of you on MSN because i DO NOT WANT any of whatever's going on right now to happen. So if it makes YOU agitated and if it causes YOU trouble, the same will apply to me. I'm fine if YOU want to meet me or call me up or whatever, because i've nothing to hide but i'm not exactly interested in justifying my actions as well. If you think i'm e sinner and that i am "touching God's anointed" or i am messing around with God's people and being a stumbling block, then i hope at e end of our lives, i'll be down burning in hell looking up enviously at YOU enjoying your eternal life in heaven and regretting the choices which i made in my time on planet earth. you think that would happen? i don't know. maybe you do.

I just want to say that i'm not consciously causing trouble and having a good laugh when you're desperately trying to talk to every one of your members because i REALLY have better things to do and a person to love than that. you don't want all this and neither do i. So if all this is happening just cause of mere contact w kevin, there must be a reason above the superficial ones you tend to portray to your little deluded followers. you may hate me, i know. so to all of you out there. you guys think what yr leader(s) say is true and everything that i say is a slander and a lie? YOU THINK IT'S TRUE?

Posted by kevin. at 5:04 pm