Saturday, January 27, 2007

and i love her because...

she's GORGEOUS :)
she's sensible
she's sweet
she's smart
she's mature
she's accomodating
she's philanthropic
she's cute(and please realize by now that there're other meanings to that than the far-too-common "ugly but adorable")
she thinks..A LOT
she listens
she cares
she loves

alright i've done it! a post far more positive, meaningful and pleasant as compared to the previous angsty ones you guys wanted to stab me for. HAHA.

it's simply amazing how giving has become a delight. it's awesome that you made that OPTIMAL decision to try after much thought. it's heartening to know you want this to work and do not want any regret. it's flattering to know that though you find it a struggle to commit exclusively to someone, you gave me that privilege. it's fantastic to know that everything's been great and happier days await. it's encouraging to know that though those closest to you might be against this, you're willing to speak up, fight it out w them and have faith in us. it's extremely delightful to love you.

to Miss GORGEOUS DEBBIE, i'm still very much convinced by what my sis said. it may sound cheesy but yes i truly am overjoyed that we've found each other. one of the best parts of this is that we both took 19 friggin years of our lives to finally give ourselves a chance for a relationship because we just couldn't commit exclusively to someone we're not perfectly confident in and someone we couldn't trust that we love enough. awwwww. i think this sounds so sweet already. HAHA. it's nice to know that we both find relationships a case of simple things being made complicated. I'm really thankful that you are open to me when i know you prefer very much to be guarded. and and yes it's far better to know that you graduate in 2 weeks while i still have to drag those poor feet of mine every morning to woodlands for another year! oh and i love the fact that we're cynical because that way, we'd rather face the hard truth as to how very few actually do care and love us than to be deluded to think that everyone who merely claim that they love us really do. it's also good to know that we're skeptical because though the world may think we're negative and hard to be with, it goes to show that we do THINK deeper than simply choosing to take things at face value. i'm really really grateful that you're willing to fight it out w those dear to you(and with the men in blue. URGH) because you're confident in and want us to work.

i still find it rather fascinating and am still very much amazed by this whole episode(and i safely assume you understand what i mean by that.) but then again, maybe it's God-ordained? HAHA. hey! happier times lie ahead! for good times, and good times remember? :) I LOVE YOU!


Posted by kevin. at 2:44 am

Thursday, January 25, 2007

bleahh

can't see no comments! haven't got a saybox up yet! the blogskin's in need of a little tweaking! and i think it's high time i start posting something more positive than the ones you guys have been coming in to read and hating me for. HAHA.

Posted by kevin. at 1:45 pm

Saturday, January 13, 2007

you think it's true?

hello everybody and you,

kevin being a wolf to the sheep? kevin slandering about the very organization and the people who belong to it when he's left? kevin looking these people up so he can "drag them down"? kevin the devil's accomplice? i'm sorry but i think it sounds ridiculous.

For one, i've got better things to do than the above mentioned. for another, i've left so why would i still wanna get myself involved in whatever goes on in it? If you leaders need to take desperate measures just cause i've spoken and met some of yr members(btw, yr members LOOKED ME UP, not the other way around) then i suggest you go reflect. your members trust me more than they trust you? your members being so easily shaken by kevin's words? your members being so deluded?

Believe me whether you want to or not. i'm not starting a cell group of my own and trying my utmost best to hold a recruitment drive to target your members. i have a life and i choose to live it OUT of this organization so plesae stop thinking i'm taking conscious effort to "stumble" your members. it's such a joke and i pity you. Remember the verse which goes "the truth shall set you free"? i guess it applies here as well. I know you want your membesr to be as naive as to take your words as a YES and AMEN but maybe not all are like how you want them to be?

This ain't an outburst but it's simply a channel for me to express my thoughts for all of you to see. Frankly, i left the organization and blocked most of you on MSN because i DO NOT WANT any of whatever's going on right now to happen. So if it makes YOU agitated and if it causes YOU trouble, the same will apply to me. I'm fine if YOU want to meet me or call me up or whatever, because i've nothing to hide but i'm not exactly interested in justifying my actions as well. If you think i'm e sinner and that i am "touching God's anointed" or i am messing around with God's people and being a stumbling block, then i hope at e end of our lives, i'll be down burning in hell looking up enviously at YOU enjoying your eternal life in heaven and regretting the choices which i made in my time on planet earth. you think that would happen? i don't know. maybe you do.

I just want to say that i'm not consciously causing trouble and having a good laugh when you're desperately trying to talk to every one of your members because i REALLY have better things to do and a person to love than that. you don't want all this and neither do i. So if all this is happening just cause of mere contact w kevin, there must be a reason above the superficial ones you tend to portray to your little deluded followers. you may hate me, i know. so to all of you out there. you guys think what yr leader(s) say is true and everything that i say is a slander and a lie? YOU THINK IT'S TRUE?

Posted by kevin. at 5:04 pm

Saturday, January 06, 2007

worth the try.


it's worth the try babe, trust me, it's worth the try. look FORWARD. let what we want to work, work! i have faith, i hope you do, and we've got brighter and happier things to think of than the ever-lingering thoughts your mind plays with. forward forward forward! love ya!

Posted by kevin. at 12:35 am