Tuesday, August 01, 2006

arggggghh


Isn't it just strange and disheartening when e good things you offer produce a completely different response? I'm not even talking about reciprocation. I'm talking about perceptions that are WORLDS APART. Reasonings that completely do not make sense to each other. It's disheartening because the help you offered is sincere and most importantly, fruit-bearing but it just doesn't seem that way in the eyes of another, one you really respect and look up to. I hate justification, especially of one-self. But sometimes, you can't just sit there having the other thinking that your motives and attitudes are not right when you sincerely just WANT TO HELP. I mean, isn't easier to say "no" when others request for your help than to say "yes" and commit time and energy into helping that someone(some people)? Why is it that it seems i'm justifying myself when i really hate it and when i KNOW my intentions are sincere? STRANGE but it's a mystery yet to be solved. and this is bugging me bigtime. argggh.

Posted by kevin. at 9:46 am